What crazy yet wonderful days!
We enjoyed a lovely time in the garden filling up bird feeders, planting our bright new plants in their pots and having a coffee in the sun.
My heart failure nurse rang unexpectedly and it was sudden chaos as my cardiologist wanted an urgent echocardiogram done due to my ongoing symptoms. I had to cancel neurology on the same day and now have to wait ages for a new appointment. ARGH!!
I entered a bewildering who, what, where, why, when mode. My calm inner sea became a torrential river and I was in a mental kayak trying to keep afloat. But soon I reached the shoreline albeit a little bedraggled.
Rationalise. I put things into perspective and called the neurology secretary explaining the situation. My husband hugged me and we had yet another coffee. Decaff this time as I was hyped up enough.
But the killer blow! The cardiology department had no appointment booked in for me! What the…!? “Come back next week…”. Well fuck you very much.
The storm passed and the sun reappeared. It always does yet in those moments you feel overwhelmed and out of control.
Those moments. And many happen.
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